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Just when I'm dropping off the edge of the earth, my sister always seems to pick me up. She's decided I'm coming to visit her this summer. I really don't get to see her enough, so it should be a fun trip. I just love the presumption. Ha Ha.

I wrote her a long email during lunch today, telling her all about the school and such. Trival drama from her elevated perspective, but it's fun to vent to someone. I'm just hoping my suprise comes together this summer and in place by Christmas. It would be really nice to reward her for being who she naturally is.

I should be able to get started soon. :)

Where does motivation come from? It's been so long since I've been motivated to do anything, I think that part of me has died off. School sure as hell doesn't do it. Procrastination took over many years ago and it's sucking the life out of me. I keep putting things off and regret it every day. Maybe the only true motivation comes from some major life altering experience. But if it never happens, where does that leave me? Lost in a sea of medocrity, I guess.

On a lighter note, Mag's collection of Michael Trent songs is perhaps the best damn music I've heard in a really long time. I've been listening to them over and over in my playlist for the past 2 hours. I'm really looking forward to this weekend. It's going to be awesome outside. A little reading and sunbathing perhaps.

Friends only is for wimps. Public to all!